Just something I wrote the other night while I was bored..

Standing alone in the darkness of my room.
Feeling the demons around me tear at my soul.
Tearing so deep, that I've lost my will to fight.
Slowly I can feel my thoughts darken inside.
Feeling my whole body just fading away.
I see you appear infront of me like an angel sent to help me.
So I reach out to grab your hand for help.<br>
But..
You pull back from me, with a blank look upon your face.
I try once more, hoping you'd grab ahold.
But this time you let me fall.
You let me fall from everything as you just stand there starring down at me.
What have I done to lose all your trust.
What have I done for you to do this to me?
I know I ain't the perfect girlfriend.
I know I ain't the good little girl Im suppose to be.
But jesus christ..Everyone fucks up once in a while.
So why pull back and make me feel like Im falling?
Why must I carry this burdon upon me, for something so small?
Why say those things to me when you know they ain't true?
Do you say them to hurt me..To just get back at me?
To make me feel guilty when I fuck up?
I try my damn hardest to be all that you ever wanted.
But I guess Im failing with the way you act sometimes.
I guess..I'm not keeping you happy no more?
Just tell me the damn truth, and I will vanish completely once more.
You know what you mean to me, and I hope you never forget.
But at times..I wonder if your trully thinking of me.
I guess in the end..Im just a fallen angel with broken wings.
Just trying my damn hardest to find my place in this world.
And hoping that it is by your side where I feel like I belong.